Out of all the sensational things I have experienced and witnessed in my life of 60 years, (and I have experienced many), the most sensational by far is the saving Power of Jesus Christ and God's plan of salvation. He Truly LOVES us.
The material I cover in this interview and in the next interview is complicated and difficult to explain which is a primary reason why I have never written or spoken about this part of my life. To leave this part out of my testimony is not an option since this is the part of my life where my lifetime of training in the spiritual hierarchy was put to use for the last stages of Satan's plan.
In this interview I endeavor to cover the important highlights of the period of time from the date I met my spiritual mentor on up to the point where I did the unthinkable, I left the organization that I had believed all of my life was the spiritual hierarchy of God the creator of the universe, set up to aid man kind in the evolution of consciousness.
Quite a few people who have listened to this interview have made very negative comments about how I have laughed at times that seem inappropriate..which is why I have decided to address this topic to help clear up any misconceptions.
I hope what I have to say here will help people to understand why I, and others with similar backgrounds shake or stutter and at times respond the way we do.
People may think going live on a broadcast is easy. Maybe for some, it is. My bet is that most people would find that being on the hot seat is a lot different than being the listener and critic.
I am by far not a perfect speaker and I still experience anxiety when I talk about my past. It used to be that I couldn't even speak of my past without shaking. The laugh is a nervous laugh which I still do when I am speaking about something that is difficult for me to talk about and brings me anxiety. The laugh may not seem appropriate, but it is helps release some of the anxiety I feel. When I tell of my past, I am revisiting that memory and with that I often experience the shock and horror that was part of that original experience.
Sometimes I laugh because I know that what I am about to say next will sound completely crazy to some listeners. I do not with hold telling the truth over fear of what some people might think. I tell what I know is true no matter what some people may think, because I know there are people out there who can relate to my experiences and are looking to be set free of those very things that other people think don’t exist. It is to those looking for help that I am talking to.
As I continue to heal, I have less anxiety and I continue to improve in my ability to express myself more clearly in interviews. My testimony continues to be an on going testimony of victory over the powers of darkness through Jesus Christ. Thank you, Jesus!!!
[Note: 5/07/2017 - Concerning the above paragraph- Unfortunately, Dan Duval has changed his mind on this topic of angels and is now supportive of it as well as supporting and promoting other new age doctrines and "christian" teachers of such.]
I knew that I was never coming back up when the waves and current pulled me under the third time. I knew death was then, but my friend's mother just happened to see her son alone in the yard without me when a few minutes earlier she remembered seeing him and me together. She ran out to see if I had gone home or not..and though I didn't see her, she saw me go under that final time. She dove into the canal after me, found me deep in the dark water and brought me to the surface. I'd be dead if she hadn't been there.
(Dan Duval asks me to clarify that I was in my astral form. I affirmed that I was. I next said: "But to me, it's real." In order to avoid confusion, I will explain what I meant by that statement. I said it was real to me because being in an astral form is no less real of an experience than being in a body on this physical dimension. It was the same conscious me, just not in my physical body.
What goes on in the astral realm is as real as what takes place here on the physical. Just because you can't see a demon does not mean it isn't a real fully conscious entity. A demon is fully visible in the place it is working from. Just because you can't see angels of God, doesn't mean they are not real or as tangible in the supernatural as we are here. The same applies to a person in their astral form.
As I have stated in an earlier interview, my everyday world from the time of my birth was the one reality that the supernatural and the physical realm were equally a part of my life to the point that they were inseparable. The supernatural was my home base and the physical realm was the work place to bring into manifestation from the supernatural, the plans of Lucifer's spiritual hierarchy which originate in the supernatural.)
(We need to keep in mind that God created various types of "Heavenly Hosts" and that 1/3 of of them went with Lucifer.)
Ezekiel 1 mentions 4 creatures. Verse 18, states: "their rings were full of eyes round about them".
Ezekiel 10:12"And their whole body, and their backs, and their hands, and their wings, and the wheels, were full of eyes round about, even the wheels that they four had."
Revelation 4:6"And before the throne there was a sea of glass like unto crystal: and in the midst of the throne, and round about the throne, were four beasts full of eyes before and behind."
Note: Years later I was trying to find out if there was any significance to the name "Ai". I found that there is a city in the Bible called "Ai" and that it means "City of doom.", "heap of ruins" or "the ruin".
Note: The way the organization works is that though they have long ranged goals and mapped out steps to get to those goals, the servers or servants to "The Plan" and to the "ascended masters" usually don't know the next step until the servers are already stepping over the threshold. Often we didn't know the full purpose of a particular project until we were caught up in it, at which time it was too late to ask any questions.
Update - 5/07/2017 - In regards to the above paragraph, I have new information I would like to add. A few years ago while researching some of the Passover traditions of the time of Jesus, I ran across some information that showed me that there was much more to our nightly “Lord’s Supper” than I had ever considered.
I always wondered why they (those whom I served closely in the evil hierarchy) used a triclinium table when they honored their "chosen one". Our seating arrangement was always the same. Interesting too that the seating arrangement was set up as the ancient Roman tradition. I used to know my position in the group, but now I know that even my place at the table was in order to my position and rank. (The enemy sure loves to counterfeit what is of God and blaspheme Him.)