Monday, November 23, 2015

Satanic Depravity Imbedded In US Government - MKULTRA survivor's memior

My response to brave survivor Dr. Sue Arrigo’s incredible charges 
that US Presidents and CIA Directors have a lucrative sideline 
in child trafficking and prostitution. 
(Also posted on, August 18, 2015)

Drugs, Sex, Child Porn & Human Trafficking - Profitable Networking Among ‘Factions’

I grew up in Tampa Florida which was and probably still is one of the worst places in the US for drug and human trafficking as well as being one of the capitals for government sponsored mind control programming. Former FBI director Ted Gunderson publicly testified of this fact on numerous occasions.

In 2008, I met with former FBI director Ted Gunderson who at that time validated for me these things and more of what I am sharing here.  

I know from my own experience that: 

1.) The child porn industry is real.  
- I was used in child porn for a period of time.  According to what I remember, much of this took place in the basement of Tampa General Hospital in Tampa Florida which was only a couple of miles from my home. 

2.) Training children to be sex slaves is real.
- As a child I was trained with other children on how to be seductive and to please.
When I was a very little girl, I was taught with other children how to be seductive and how to please sexually. Those of us who showed an “natural” ability to know the thoughts and desires of others were more valued than other children. We were praised while other children were cast aside or used for something else. Children of prominent parents were most likely to be trained and used in other areas rather than be considered expendable upon failure in one area. 

3.) Schools are used for secret government testing, programming and training centers. 
- The 1st private preschool I attended was attended by children of other prominent families who like myself were being tested and programmed. 

The next preschool I attended was originally owned by a very good man.  It was bought out by a pedophile, John Richard (Ri-shard) who worked there and who was part of the network that worked for the underground. John renamed the school, "B & R Ranch". Specific boys and girls including myself were taken out of their class to be sexually abused. The wife of the pedophile was one on my teachers. I believe she knew what was going on, but she allowed it to happen. The method employed was that either my teacher would tell me that I had to report to the boy’s camp office for misbehavior, or an older boy, sometimes the pedophile’s son from the boy’s camp was sent to retrieve me.

As far as the rest of the class knew, other than those who were also usually "in trouble" was that I was "in trouble" again for something bad I had done. Most of the children had no idea what took place in "the ball closet". I was always happy that my "shameful behavior" was never reported to my mother. 

4.) Murder of babies and children by Satanic rituals is real. 
- I witnessed Satanic sacrifices of babies and children. Most, if not all the adults I witnessed partaking in this knew exactly what they were doing and were fully conscious of their actions in their daily walk in life. These were not programmed alters whose conscious actions were walled off and separated from the core person. On the top levels of the organization, these people are evil and know exactly what they are doing.

Children of bloodline families do participate in some of these rituals. Often participation will create a split or more from the core of the child.  

5.) Murder of babies and children backed and supported by the US government is real.
- I witnessed cold blooded torture and murder of children committed by adults and other children. Most of children used are seen as expendable.

Some of the torture and murder was done for trauma based programming, some was for entertainment of small groups of well dressed men and women of the "elite".

I was a victim of both the trauma based torture as well as being the object of torture of social groups who got their jollies out of watching and participating in the torturing and murdering of children.

6.) Child trafficking is real.

Throughout my childhood I witnessed the coming and going of large numbers of children from MacDill AFB. 

I also saw children in the belly of ships docked in the ship yard of Port of Tampa that is across the channel from the east side of Davis Islands.

1958 Downtown Tampa in the upper section of the picture. (North). 

The left side of  the picture is Davis Islands where I lived. 

On the other side of the channel is where ships were docked and where a shipyard was. 

It was in some of those ships where I had seen children kept in cages. 

Programming and other things also took place in a ship docked in that area. 

There was a facility that was like a large warehouse or airplane hanger where children were kept in cages. Cages were stacked one on top of another sometimes 3 cages tall. Some cages had one child only and other cages had several children. Throughout my childhood years, I witnessed the same pattern play out many times. One night there would be a minimum of 3-6 cages with children and the next night there would be 3-6 more. Then the next night there would be so many kids and cages that I could not count them all. Usually the next day they were all gone except for a few. Sometimes the kids were shipped out in two separated batches over a two day period.

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This picture is the best example I have found so far to illustrate what the cages looked like.

Cages were sometimes stacked one on top of another sometimes 3 cages tall.

I don't remember ever seeing no kids at all. There were usually no less than 6 kids. Once in awhile there would only be 3 children, but that was only for a day or so and wasn't the norm.

Another place where programming and "training" was sometimes done was in a ship docked in the shipyard at the port in Tampa near downtown Tampa. It was on this ship that I have witnessed children being kept. 

This next picture is creepy and haunting to me. 
It reminds me of memories of when I would be taken to a ship at night. 

7.) Government sponsored children facilities where children are kept and used for unethical practices is real.

I knew of a small facility in Tampa Florida that was near St. Joseph's children's hospital that kept children who were used in horrendous experiments and surgeries. I saw some of the children in that facility. I don't know why I was taken there and shown what I was shown. Maybe it was to send me the message that, that could be my fate also. I do know that the experience left some huge impressions on me other than the horror of what I saw. It was ingrained in me of yet another consequence for those who try to escape and it further instilled in me the message that there is no escape from the perpetrators. 

The picture above reminds me of the crowded room with where children and young teens lay bedridden and in pain from horrendous surgeries. There were no clean white sheets in the place I saw and the room smelled of rotting flesh. The conditions were deplorable. 

It was in this wing (picture above) at St. Joseph's Children's Hospital in Tampa Florida that a lot of my programming was done. This was also a "teaching" hospital where small groups of adults were being trained to work in the medical field as programmers for the US government. I was used as the subject while my "handlers" demonstrated and taught.

The picture below (drawn by another survivor) best illustrates one of the rooms in the wing where my programming was done. The drawing is nearly identical in every way to what I remember.  When I was subjected to this technique of programming, there was not just one black and white spinning wheel, but numerous ones in the room so that no matter where my eyes might want to wander, they would be caught by another spinning wheel. This was also the room where small groups of “professionals” came to watch, listen and take notes as my handler used me as the model to teach the select groups how to program other children.

It was also at St. Joseph's Children's Hospital that I along with a small group of my preschool friends of a private school on Davis Islands all had our tonsils taken out on the same day by the same doctor, "Dr. Swartz" and his staff. I remember very clearly what happened to me and how my friends were treated. This was no ordinary "tonsillectomy". Was it a coincidence that our doctor’s name, “Dr. Swartz”, was the same name as numerous MKULTRA survivors have reported?

The picture below is almost identical to the room and the scene when my pre-school classmates and I had our tonsils out at St. Joseph’s Children’s Hospital in Tampa Florida in the late 1950’s. My bed was positioned on on the right hand wall, the first bed in the picture which is just before the bed with the little girl who is sitting up.

8.) Training children to be spies and to carry classified information is real.

As a very small child I was used often for this because few in those days would suspect that a small child like I would be the carrier of top secret information. I am hesitant to go into detail about this at the moment. I will say this much, that I was a valuable commodity for this type of work for various reasons, one of which was that I was a clairvoyant and was able to "sniff out a rat". The late 1950's, early 1960's was a very dangerous and tricky time in the US military and intelligence. Several factions were at war with each other and were jockeying for control. There was a lot of secrecy within our own military and intelligence. It was extremely hard for one to tell if their best friend was actually their enemy. During that time, I was aware of some very good servants in the military and intelligence who were whole heartedly serving the American public. Those people were dangerous to the the factions who were infiltrating. 

9.) Facilities with rail access were used in Tampa to hide illegal activities and movement of "goods and services". 

- In the early 1970's I was in two warehouses in the downtown Tampa area that were on the rail and near the Port of Tampa. Both places were involved in trafficking illegal goods. Behind one of the warehouses was a box car that looked like any other normal box car from the outside, but inside it was equipped with equipment used in mind control programming. This box car was used around the Tampa Bay area as a small portable testing and mind control center that could also transport children to other facilities. The rail car made visits to the University of Tampa and the old Florida State Fairgrounds. Some trauma based programming for children and other young people was done on those grounds. 

10.) At the top levels, the FBI, US military and the mob have agreements where they all can benefit. Still a very tricky business, like working with rattle snakes and scorpions. 

- In addition to MacDill AFB, Tampa Florida has ports and airports that import and export illegal commodities. I have witnessed the FBI in Tampa taking a blind eye to illegal drug trafficking and moving of stolen goods out of Tampa as long as arrangements have been made to insure that they get a cut of the action in one way or another. 


11.) When I was in my late 20’s and early 30’s, there were people I knew who worked for the Luciferian organization. On the outside it appeared that they were raising and selling livestock, but the real avenue of capital was taking place in the caverns that ran for miles under the property to a place near the Ohio River. Drugs were being smuggled in and out through this location through several points. Proceeds funded the organization that is working to bring in the Luciferian run global order.


(An example of the process of memory recovery)