While in the organization you get "gentle reminders" as to what to expect if you do not comply or try to leave the ranks. The gentle reminders are to have you consider the consequences you already know are real. You know first hand those consequences from witnessing the fate of those who disobey. Most, if not all those who choose to escape, not only have witnessed the fate of those who disobey, they have at one time or more been the ones who were required to punish those who were risks to the organization.
Example: 1. Stalking: you get reminded that they know where you are and what you are doing.
Example: 2. - THE BOX - (threat to kill entire family..and threat to expose the crimes committed by a former loyal person to the organization.) In my case, the box was both. It was a promise that IF my mother did not comply, she and her children would be buried and never seen or heard of again. OR… the crimes she helped cover up for the organization and to protect her children, would be made public. My mother chose to comply for the sake of her children. I believe one of the reasons my mother began drinking was to help her try to forget what the box was all about. She had to keep it all to herself.
Example: 3. - My SUV (see this interview - A Minute To Midnite - Carolyn Hamlett - How She Defected From The Illuminati)
Example: 4. - Torture by demons (the hand of protection is withdrawn)
Example 5. - In mind control some have triggers in place, trigger sounds or smells that only that person hears or smells. Often the programmed person is not even aware that they have been programmed with these triggers. They just react to follow the programmed response.
Those in organization already know..if you do not obey…
- You might be killed.
- They will hurt those you love.
- They will discredit you if you tell "secrets”.
- You will have no more financial gain - you are off the gravy train and blackmailed and black listed.
This is done through Physical AND Supernatural means.
- Assassinate you or a loved one.
- Cause bodily harm by causing an "accident”.
- Cause you financial loss.
- Destroy your reputation.
- Stalk you.
- Electronic harassment - ELF and other technology.
- Place curses on you and your family.
- Direct demonic attacks - physical attacks on self and family members.
Indirect demonic attacks - oppression - depression.
- Try to intensify a weakness and try to destroy the person through the weakness...like to try to encourage a person to become addicted to something...or increase negative emotions like anger to rage.
- Try to break down the person any way they can...interrupt sleep.
I HAVE EXPERIENCED:
- Physical - attacks.
- A few times I have had threats on my life and family, but I can't connect them to the organization.
- I have been followed where the stalker makes sure I know he is following me and keeping an eye on me.
- I have been followed many times when I am out in my car. The person following makes a point to make sure I know that they are following me.
- I have my home buzzed regularly by military helicopters.
- I sometimes have helicopters follow me when I am in my car. Recently, a helicopter that was following me even hovered in front of the post office while I went in. As soon as I was back in my car, it continued to follow me where ever I went. It left me long enough for me to think I could get home, but as soon as I parked my car, it showed up to hover in front of where I live. Who ever was in the helicopter already knew where I live.
- I had a SUV that burst into flames only seconds after I got out of it. The fire department couldn't put the fire out. It was found to be arson. I was asked by one of the fire fighters if I knew of anyone who wanted me dead.
- Self destruct mind control programming: In mind control programing there is a fail safe that is triggered when someone is a rogue to the organization or moving in that direction. This seems to be in the programming of many to self destruct after a certain age.
- I have survived that programing. Evidence indicates I was programed to kill myself just before or on the day of my 55th birthday. With the help of a knowledgable Christian Pastor, we were able to figure that out and prevent it.
- SUPERNATURAL ATTACKS: on me...and my family.
- Physical objects used as weapons by unseen forces.
- Bodily harm inflicted by unseen forces.
- Oppression, depression (that lifts immediately with prayer).
- Paralyzing force fields (that can only be broken by thinking, "In The Name of Jesus Christ”).
- Heavy demonic presence (so strong that one would think a physical being was present).
“What gives you the courage to just talk about all this stuff that happened to you?”
One reason is because I know that I am supposed to, that God wants me to. I don't believe God intended me to go through all that I have and remain silent. I am a witness to crimes and know of the plan for future crimes to be committed against many innocent people. I can't sit back any longer and watch the evil plan unfold before my eyes and not at least try to warn people. I love God and I love humanity. More than anything I want to do God's Will.
Before I left the organization, members told me that they would do everything within their power to stop me in the event that I was to speak out against them. The key words are, "within their power". I told them that if God wanted me to ever speak out against them, that there was nothing they could do to stop that. They knew that I was right and were furious. I may lose my life eventually, but not before I reveal what God wants me to. I know that I have to stay as close to God and His ways as possible..."that secret place of the Most High".
I have stood before the counterfeit "Christ", the impostor. I know he is real and I want to tell people what I know since I know it will help them be more spiritually discerning. Christians think that it will be easy to spot the anti-Christ, but it will not. I don't want people to be fooled and I don't want the enemy to get the satisfaction of fooling those who love God. People deserve to know the truth, God deserves to be known as the good, righteous and loving God that He is and the enemy deserves to be exposed for what it is.
You are correct. Many people do not even consider the fact that it is never fun to recount an uncomfortable past experience and even more so, a traumatic experience. It was 30 years ago when I left the organization and it has taken me this long to write what I have about it. As it is, I am having great difficulty trying to put together notes to go with the radio programs. I do a little bit at a time.
When I do a program, I am left with little energy and have to isolate in order to regenerate. It takes me several weeks to recover.
"if the illuminati exist as you claim them to do and as well you claim they silence and kill dissenters how are you still able to even be alive?"
The "Illuminati" DOES exist, but much more important and more powerful than any human "illuminati" are the "illumined ones" of Satan's spiritual hierarchy of which the "illuminati" get their orders from.
NOTICE: All 7 interviews that told many highlights of my testimony were taken down by podcaster, Dan Duval. He removed these interviews from his website and You Tube when I made my public announcement that I had left Bride Ministries and associates. (1st public announcement was 11/04/2016.)
In this video by “A Minute To Midnite” I talk a little about a possible attempt on my life and whether a whistle blower is believed more after they are gone.